baby update : seminggu T.T

Genap seminggu os membuka and my deary still want to take her precious time in there before seeing us and the world..

I'm starting to feel so desperate due to breathing difficulty i'm facing right now.. Plusss.. I don't think my hip can't stand the pain anymore.. Sakiiitt.. Turun naik tangga was the best part! My sayannnggg.. Pleeeeeasee.. Come out..

baby update : hari keenam..

Having my contraction for almost six days already.. Contraction became stronger but i still doesn't want to go to hospital for os checking yet.. Tiada keyakinan.. Hahah. Rasanya os still around 1 to 2cm.. Trauma dengan SPEKULUM!

Arghhh! Rasa mau teguk 1 botol ja air selusuh tu..

baby update : stiiiill.....

Having my contraction on and off for almost 72hours already.. Os maintained 1cm.. Discharged from ward yesterday due to slow progress.. Aihh.. Dear 'Aryana' still doesn't want to come out..penat ibu dgn ayah pujuk rayu si kecil ni..

But my friends always said , baby knows better when is the best time for them to come out. Just chillax.. Enjoy your sleep while u still can before ur baby refuse to give u even 5min to rest.. Hahaha...

This budak (nephew yg paaaaling manja dgn aku) macam tau2 ja i'm going to have a baby.. He refused to play and cuddle2 with me.. Im so sad!.. Payel awish.. U'll always be my sweetheart syg.. Sekarang ni misi adalah utk pujuk this little cutie with all the toys he want. Hahaha.. Me memang ibu yg baik kan. Ngahahaha..

Me with dearest ayel awish during raya haji. Senyuman while having contraction pain.. Hahaha

Tomorrow,ayah need to go back sandakan already and i have to follow him and deliver there.. Homaigadd.. Say goodbye laa to that comfortable labor room in likas hospital.. Ayah said he wants to be there when his baby arrive then azan dan iqomatkn sndiri baby dia.. So,no choice. Hai2 labor room sandakan T.T

Soo.. Dear baby ibu. Take your time in there sayang.. We'll be in a car for 6 hours tomorrow. Cuti ayah suda habis.. Don't come out in the car yaa syg..

CERITA RAYA HAJI 2014..

Having my so called 'premature' contraction (didn't understand why 37 weeks pregnant based on LMP still call a premature?? ) on this beautiful raya haji.. excitedly wearing my cute baju raya, put on make up, eye shadow segala bagai.. But then i ended up wearing this hospital's pink uniform and waiting for labor pain utk memunculkan diri..

11am, tuaran hospital decided to send me STAT to hospital likas (kononnya laaa.. Skali ambulans gerak jam 2pm!!) At likas they checked for the os opening using that damn vaginal SPECULUM.. Sampai 3x.. Sumpah its soooo painful! Gilaakk.. 1cm laa bukaan katanyaa..

Now was 4am.. Its already 12hours since my os started to dilate. And i'm still can senyum2, online, and even write something on the blog.. Maybe os maintained 1cm lagi laa nampaknya kn.. Can't sleep not bcause im having a contraction pain whatsoever.. Tp that kakak on my left site mengerang2 sakit and the staff sent her to labor room already.. 4cm dilated.. Aihh untungnyaaa.. Aku ni bila lg.. Masi ketawa-ketiwi riang ria ribena lg baca 9gag. Hahaha...

How many hours more do i have to wait until fully dilate ni kalo mcm ni.. My dear baby.. U can do it! Pushh urself thru that 'tunnel' sygg..  Me and ayah can't wait to see and hug u..
Love u baby!

note for myself...

Be a 'lone ranger'.. It'll make life easier..

#sekian

29.09.2012...

Throwback knonnyaaa...

Two years ago, on this date, i've made a very big decision to turned myself into this....

See..how cute my hubby is..
Then today, is our 2nd wedding anniversary.. But lately we've been under so much stress and doesn't even have time to celebrate.. (Nangissshh)
Kerja..kerja..kerja.. Even on our anniversary we're on NIGHT DUTY.. Dating via whatsapp. No cuddling. No candle light dinner..kesian kaannn.. Orang lain mgkin tengah dengar lagu romantik during hugging2 with partners during special day.. Kami....cuma dengar bunyi tingggg...tingg...tinggg... (Mesin cardiac monitor icu/ETD)..

Tapi, apapun, how we celebrate our anniversary doesn't count.. Only heart that matters.. As long as i love him and he loves me, insyaAllah our marriage will remain strong.. Amiinn..

Dear my loving,understanding and supportive husband.. Thankz for everything. Thankz sebab sabar layan kerenah wife yg kuat mrajuk, kepala angin like me.. Especially when dealing with my pregnancy.. Thankz sebab u constantly worried bout me and baby. There is no words that can describe how special u are in my life and how much i love u..u are My very first priority.. Having u as a husband is a GIFT..
Let us wait for arrival of our biggest anniversary present ever.. She'll be arriving veeeeery soon.

Our baby, our Olang the cat and me loves you. Stay cute and healthy..

i'm back..!

So many things happened in my life right now and i need to start blogging again to release my stress!

Homaigaaadd.. Miss u damn much my blog..